feeling so damn fucked up juz nw.. juz got accused of stealing sumthing tt actually belong to me.. and i juz kept on denied.. and kept on get accuse.. in de end she found tt she had actually misplaced it.. and den wan to act gd to me.. wtf.. why dun u juz keep actually tt u brought into a safe and lock it wif my pins..? fcuked up.. nw i noe why most ppl wans to buy their own flat after dey get out to work.. i've better get more work and more money and de first thing will be to get my own hse.. so tt i dun nid to face ppl who dun trust me.. wat's de use of staying together when dere's no trust within rite.. so tt's it.. dun wana tok abt it anymore..
anyway.. today got heats 2 final.. well.. did badly.. discus 4 ppl.. get last.. shot put 3 ppl get last.. javelin 2 ppl get first.. wth.. damn sad wif javelin.. its my fav event and dis time i onli throw a dist of 10.9m.. last time sec2 i even throw 14+m.. wat a huge deprovement.. sian.. realli duno wat i can do nw.. everything i'm doin juz doesn't seems to be gd.. and i duno how to improve myself either..
anyway.. one thing for sure.. is tt i'm damn hungry nw! no food since recess.. dinner pls faster come.. although i dun realli feel lyk eating coz of de cooker.. lol..
